This pendant was given to me about 3 years into our current 6 year journey with infertility. I’ve worn this reminder more times than I can count, traced its words with my fingers – felt anything but brave over and over. I’ve been anxious, afraid, discouraged, and confused. I’ve longed and prayed and sought the face of the Lord. And He’s reminded me that sometimes honestly grieving is the bravest thing I can do. Staying awake to the pain is staying receptive to His goodness. Believing in His faithfulness when nothing I see makes sense and holding on to compassion when bitterness wants to edge in – this is the fight. This is bravery.
I’m so grateful for the ways He loves us. So grateful for His provision even when it wasn’t exactly what we wanted. And I believe so fully that all will be redeemed and restored by His hand one day.
His Spirit alone gives us the courage we need to wake for another day.
Rachel